My Mind is In A Whirl

Met up withj Youjie in the afternoon, the only person I could arrange to meet up for the weekend, the only person I can meet up with even without other people joining us.

That is not the point.

It’s just that meeting up with him meant that our topics would revolve around our common friends, some of whom are or is going to get married.

My sister is also getting married.

My colleagues are getting married.

Here and there, people are taking the plunge.

And here I am, blogging about other people getting married.

OK lah, other people I don’t wanna say. But my close friends and sister getting married, I am happy for them. Just that the idea still stirs my mind. It makes me go ‘ee-errr… why take the plunge?’ on one hand, and ‘where am I heading?’ on another.

Is it really normal for me to go the solo way, even though I am happy to be going solo?

Some day, all my friends in my social circles are going to find their significant others. Youjie, kf, xy, MM, SB… When that day comes, and I am yet to find my significant other, then I’ll be left alone. My phone calls for someone to fill my day will be replied with ‘child MC’, ‘wedding 1000th day anniversary’ or ‘in-law house painting’ messages.

There might be a day, when I look into the mirror and realize that all I have are the wrinkles on my face.

I’m getting creepy..

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