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What is my subconscious telling me??

I dreamt of being ‘attacked’ by lizards.

1st, Fred showed me a kitchen (which I assume is where our food came from) where there was a lizard being cooked in a pot of food.

Afterwards, one lizard jumped on me and tried to climb through my sleeves.

And then there were a lot of lizards around.

Scary~ @_@

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To see a lizard in your dream, signifies your primal instincts and reactions toward sex, food, etc. and your anxieties toward these feelings. The lizard can also be representative of a person who you view as cold-blooded, fearful, or thick-skinned. On a more positive note, the lizard also symbolizes emerging creativity, renewal, and revitalization. It may also suggest that you are well-grounded.

Went for TECH’s walk-in interview held in NUS. After all, they were looking for good honours; I wouldn’t be even granted an interview if I applied through conventional means, so I thought I would crash this interview.

There were surprisingly quite a number of people. I mean, this is already like their 6th day. But oh well…

I went in for the Procurement Engineer post, took a (super taxing) logic test (took 1 hour) and then went for the interview. The whole thing lasted for 3 hours.

Anyways, this experience is like Chartered, quite easy and the interviewer was more interested in getting to know about me, unlike S*** who straight away asked me about my grades and told me she didn’t want me cos of my grades.

But I dunno. Was it cos I did well for the logic test? Or was it cos they were really looking for more than grades? Or was it cos the interviewer was kind enough to give me a chance to enhance my interviewing experience?

Well, I focused a lot on me being a ‘people person’ and constantly on the lookout for chances to learn. lol It does sound cheesy now that I’m talking about it here.

I tried to tell myself that I should not put too much expectations (cos of their requirements) and to relax and enjoy the process, but he still told me I was too nervous initially.

End up, I got quite chatty. I rattled off without thinking much anyways. Managed to convey my philosophical reasonings, talked about my family. ya… We talked for almost an hour. I wonder if he really was considering me, since he bothered to talk to me for an hour. Perhaps he knew there was no one else after me or something.

Whatever!

Medan told me to think positively.

I saw on TV that negative thoughts will attract negative events and vice versa. I shall practice the same. hmmm… I will be a hot property lol

Prep For Final Lap

The coming of the end of exams feel so surreal. For me, it isn’t actually the end end (of my studies), but yet it’s almost the end. Although I have a egging worry that I might *touch wood* da bao my Digital Communications (cos of the cheat sheet saga), I still have 70% confidence I could pass the test.

You know, last sem, for Communications (which was the pre-req for DC), I couldn’t finish a single question for the final paper, cos it was 100% on calculations revolving partially or wholly Fourier Transforms.

Just to side track a little, the reason why I took the Communications track was for the Antarctic job that I applied (but got rejected) for. But I’m a stubborn mule. Despite the fact that I was rejected (but hey, I was rejected in the middle of this sem), I stuck to the Communications track, cos it was my decision to take it up and whatever the outcome, I only have myself to blame.

Somehow, I have this premonition that the history of LEP paper would repeat itself.

Anyways, for Communications, I got a B- in the end. Not bad for a module of which its paper I couldn’t complete.

Whatever.

After Saturday’s paper, I have the overnight KTV with _____ (fill in your names yourselves) followed by the shifting out of the abode I lived in for most of the past 9 months. Wow! I can have a baby too!

Anyways, back home, will have to change my bedsheets, cos after all the non-sleep, the sheets have become musty and I always suffer from allergic reactions when I went home on weekends.

Then it would be the fitting in of the stuff I shifted back home into my room. Can’t really throw away notes, cos well, must wait for the nail on the coffin to be… well, nailed, to make such decisions, right? hehe…

Then, I have to write for STCLA, due next Thursday, clear my locker, edit my thesis for next Saturday. Then write for Fei Yue Shi Kong contest, then work on EE2001, prepare for my driving test in June etc. oh… I decided to defer cos my EE2001 demo falls on the LAST day of my ICT, which means for the week before, I will be condemned by my team mates if I abandon them for ICT.

But well, my OC has not replied to my e-mail. They have this funny system where we must get our OCs to approve, then refer to CO to approve, before I can submit my online deferment officially for approval.

Whatever.

Anyways, I missed out the most important thing to do: Job Hunt!!

Gotta work for working lol

ZZGY Chapter 7 edited, Commentary uploaded

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