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I actually dreamed of going back to ICT. haha… I guess it has gotta do with:

1) Me watching an episode of Brothers and Sisters before I slept, where the youngest brother was conscripted into army again, despite his post-war depression getting on to him. The episode ended with him over-dosing on drugs and sent to hospital

2) Me working on ZZGY, creating a factual, less of a drama sequence

The dream was atrocious, but here was what happened.

In-pro, then had to take over armskote. I asked: where is the namelist? I was told to go to each platoon myself to collate the names. *CCB~* Not just the names, k? Also had to takedown IC, type of weapons, etc. But I actually ended up trying to psycho my colleague to do the dirty job… (Anyways, I think he is going to defer this coming ICT, cos he’s on full-time studies in polytechnic… haiz…)

Then, I forgot what happened, but I was actually following Fred around in a shopping centre. haha! He was looking for a watch or something. I was telling him we gotta get back for the bloody road march. haha…

Then, a long-lost friend appeared. She handed us a handphone that Fred dropped (a pink, glam-my handphone). AND she looked glam and gorgeous. I was telling Fred that she grew a LOT TALLER since I last saw her in JC. haha…

I decided to abandon Fred and rejoined my ICT. I was running back to where I came from. Does anybody have this problem in dreams where they find that they can’t run in dreams? It’s either the floor’s too slippery, or the legs just refused to move faster? I remember one of my solutions in the past was to start rolling on the floor to my destination… ha…

Then there was this problem that cropped up, something like names not tallying with database. This Korean-looking woman (I don’t know why she appeared!) was reproaching me for not doing my job properly.

The amazing thing was that I actually managed to reply her COURTEOUSLY (I was in camp leh…) using the method I learned in the assertive class:

I understand that this problem has given you a lot of trouble, but I must tell you that I was not the one who created this list; Helping you was a goodwill on my part, and I think it is unfair of you to accuse me for the mistakes without concrete grounds.

And then I woke up. I think my mind knew that

1) Such a scenario (telling a woman who most prob is of a senior rank (the focus is on the senior rank, not the woman) that I see no fault on my part) is impossible

2) A good outcome from this scenario is impossible

3) I should be protected from terrible, un-thinkable outcomes

Funny.

Let me tell you the funniest part.

The gorgeous long-lost friend who appeared somewhere in the middle? Today’s her birthday.

This is all madness.

But I actually managed to wake up at 8am, without feeling sleepy, despite me having sleeping disorders since I submitted my FYP report.

My mind is re-formatting, I guess.

Anyways, I am blogging from Central Library!! So many people around me are furiously typing reports, so many people queuing up for a terminal, and here I am, BLOGGING!! Last 2 months mah… haahaa… Can’t be bothered to be considerate to juniors.

Since I migrated to the UNIX lab, I haven’t been to Central Library a lot; I only used the terminals now and then to print tutorials… ah… Fond memories of me typing away down here in the past few years, blogging, among all other things. I guess this would be the last time I blog from CL ba… lol