zenov is B+ Boy

1st, I realized that my little zenov was nowhere in sight. oh… which little zenov?? My thumbdrive with the voodoo doll. I assume I left it at the computer last week, after I finished printing my FYP report.

haiz…

I owned it for less than a year…

Sorry, I’ve always forgotten about you…

Anyways, today also marks the end of the worst group project collaboration of my life. Must say sorry to gg, who kept telling me to stop doing so many extra things. But I still did.

They decided to combine the solutions that each person was supposed to say. And given how hopeless they were, I took it on.

The guy who was supposed to do conclusion said that he didn’t know he was supposed to do a conclusion, so I took it on.

What to do?

15 min before the class started, they just started to write their scripts! And their scripts were basically the report without the linking sentences… I couldn’t just let the whole presentation flop just because I decided to go on strike, right?

Whatever.

This is actually also the 1st presentation where I was the one who handled the Q&A session. Usually, the questions were so weird, I let the others do it. Today, well… today was different.

I also pulled a no-show for my interview today.

While I must admit I was wrong for forgetting that I have an interview today, the coordinator never bothered to remind me at least one day before. I only ‘recalled’ when I received her sms at 2.15pm (the interview was supposed to be at 2pm) asking if I would be going.

Well… I suppose she wasn’t that enthusiastic about interviewing me.

It’s ok. I’m used to being forgotten…

I must admit that I was very worried at the very moment. I was wondering how it would affect my future chances with other companies, considering how small the labour market is.

But I soon recalled that I am not a conformist. haha… Even if I do behave myself, most interviewers will most probably be wary of my avant-garde attitude towards life. Right now, if my reputation do really get tarnished, I suppose only the more daring companies will consider me.

I guess.

There were many times when I imagined myself to be a boss and interviewing people for my imaginative companies. I knew I would be so cautious, about how I could trust anybody to do the job. But I also considered that if the person really displayed good skills in the area of expertise that I am looking for, I know at least the job is half done.

At most I guard the money till I know the person better or something.

Whatever.

I realize I was crapping. So cut short and end this post…

Beginning of An Ending

Just ended the crazy 2 weeks of preparing for the submission of the 1st draft of my thesis.

C~R~A~z~Y

haha…

Skipped a lot of lessons, and this place was neglected.

I shall try to be serious about this place for the coming few weeks. After all, this is one of my 精神寄托 (escape from emotional dissonance).

My posts had been short, mainly of grumbles. Sorry to those who had to suffer along with me.

But rArAr actually commented that I sound different lately, which I assumed was in a not-so-aggressive way. True, I have more grumbles, but I mainly kept it in the back of my mind, cos I only had the will and energy to do that; openly scolding someone is energy-depleting.

Whatever.

Anyways, MY REPORT HAS BEEN SUBMITTED!!! No matter what the outcome was, at least that was my baby. haha… (although I sort of despise it too lol)

But ya… I still have a lot of work waiting for me still. 3 presentations, catching up of lessons that I skipped for the past 1.5 weeks… haiz… Gotta buck up!!!

And paiseh for the lack of link, if you are looking for that. It seemed that my house’s inet refused to let me do the linking from wordpress’s site lol

ZZGY Chapter 7 uploaded last week

New posts from the past week:

2008/03/20 Engin Printing Room Mess

2008/03/21 臭屁王 (Shitty Idols)

2008/03/21 Sammi & HK IFPI

2008/03/23 2pm Project Meeting…

2008/03/23 Subdermal Implantations

2008/03/24 New Hobby

2008/03/25 Inconsiderate Fucker X100

2008/03/26 Little Updates

2008/03/27 Xiao Tian Tian ROX!!

2008/03/27 This World Says…

2008/03/27 Funny Conversation Again…

2008/03/28 I Lived Up to Expectations…

2008/03/28 Bye Pierce

2008/03/29 Hi Pierce, Till The End of The World I’ll Pursue

2008/03/29 Another Complaint to McDonald’s

2008/03/30 Thesis Update (Correction)

2008/03/31 Sammi & SKII

2008/03/31 Everything Due-ing Before 31 Mar

2008/04/01 Where’s the Professionalism??

2008/04/02 Thesis Update: 2 Apr 2008

2008/04/02 Let’s Laugh