New Hobby
I have a new fetish hobby, that is to go through other people’s facebooks. I would start from a fren’s fluff fren, then click that fluff fren’s fluff fren, until I see someone with a profile pic that showed he/she is goodlooking (but that’s not the main point, it’s just one of the criteria) and then, go to that person’s facebook. If it turns out to be a misunderstanding (thumbnails are deceiving) and that person has an old face, I’ll just click ‘Back’. lol
I will look through his/her photos and ‘take part’ in their lives. Some people have sucky lives, not that they have no photos, but their photos are so boring. Some people have so many photos from so many events, that I got so jealous. But I still continued to look through anyway. And then I will try to deduce the person’s history from the photos, like which school he/she comes from, or whether he/she is attached (I always look at young people’s facebooks, so most prob they aren’t married.)
Then I’ll go back to the profile page to see if I was right. If he/she never write, I’ll go through the groups they were in to get some clues. ya… Detective work.
After I got tired with that person’s life, I’ll just skip to another person’s profile.
Usually, I’ll be clicking through some fluff fren’s fluff frens randomly to pet them, so I can easily get to some other random people’s profiles…
But oh well…
A bit freakish, but I find it very alluring. Like I mentioned, seeing other people engage in another life that I never had/have made me jealous, but I wanted to see anyway. I want to know how other people lead their lives. The more glamorous they led, the more I wanted to see.
Especially at this time of the year when I’m leading virtually no life.
oh…
Anyways, I was listening to Great Expectations OST. It has been a long time since I listened to it le ba. The ensemble was good. From ‘Finn’, ‘Siren’, ‘Life in Mono’ to ‘Uncle John’s Band’. They are not R&B, and in fact spoke of a style so distant. The songs transported me back to the movie, and to the reason why I liked it; the bayou, the NY streets. The kind of life I want to live in.
The atrocity of a person from the dumps rising high in the ranks of the elite. Like Gattaca.
ah…
When will I be able to lead a life I longed for??
